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Continue reading →: Everything SucksOnce again, my body jettisoned into consciousness from a fragile slumber. 02:30 in the morning, like clock work. It has been this way for the past several years. I cannot explain why or indicate any precipitating factors. My body just wakes up at this dark, and usually bleak hour. Sometimes…
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Continue reading →: The Morning After…The other night I found myself deep within a bottle. My thoughts galloped through the halls of my wounded mind. My thirst tried to match pace. One bottle, then another, one more after that. Eventually, I stopped counting. Stopped caring. My head became weighted beneath the crown of intoxication, and…
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Continue reading →: Bell Let’s TalkFor those of you that do not know, today, January 31, 2018, is Bell Let’s Talk day. Bell Let’s talk is a campaign dedicated to the act of conversing about mental health and breaking the stigma that often surrounds it. With that said, it only seems fitting that I, well,…
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Continue reading →: Banana ManThat morning started off about as generic as any morning could. By generic, I mean that it was relatively calm within the streets of the city. My partner and I had been on shift for several hours, and we had managed to navigate the winding roads of the inner…
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Continue reading →: The Word And The Day.
Weather you are young or old, you have likely heard that word by now… The word that strikes emotion deep within the hearts of some, whilst causing perplexity in the minds of others. A word often spoken as a whisper, and in some circles, viewed as a sin. A word…
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Continue reading →: The Voice
Some of the worst things I have ever heard in my life have been told to me over a phone, or through the tiny holes of a radio receiver. A metallic voice that clamored in my ear with some form of news. I learned of my mother’s death over the…
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Continue reading →: Fantasy.
As another therapy session looms, introspection of the one previous migrates to the forefront. It was in that session that I confessed to a listening ear, an idea so hidden, that I was almost afraid to speak it aloud. She had asked me a question, something along the lines of:…
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Continue reading →: Monday, And I Miss You…
I have been on a bad run of nightmares lately. Tonight was just a continuation of the same. I woke up crying. Not a little, but a lot. My eyelashes saturated in sadness. I used the palms of my hands to angrily do-away with the evidence of what had transpired,…
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Continue reading →: Sad Dreams. Calm Waters.
I lay quiet and still within a dimly lit room. A new dawn is breaking from outside. I can hear the hum of air snaking its way through the heating ducts of my apartment, along with the muffled sounds of traffic passing from one direction to the next just outside…
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Continue reading →: No Sheep, Just Hell…
I went to bed a little while ago. I nestled into an inviting warmth, and tucked myself into comfort. I drifted away. It was in that journey that things would change. I would not dream of sugar plums or sheep. Instead, I would see the dead eyes of corpses. The…






